Hoohhly (^^)

Byebye

2011-07-12T00:14:00.001+08:00

Heyo . Shall stop blogging cause i have no inspiration and am simply untalented enough to write a proper blog post so adios (: okay well , and cause im lazy and bored yep . Okay bye (: oh yes ! Follow my tumblr ~ http://chodinglove.tumblr.com

Annyeong !

OP

2011-07-03T18:45:00.000+08:00

Gonna write a jongkey fic real soon . I can't wait (: my first angst jongkey ! hurrah Bong will be so proud ^^
So yep , still sick but better . FEW MORE DAYS TO MY OP ): Nervous . Oh wells , at least i'll get to miss school . haha . oh yep i got my beats ! super nice to the max la . Watching transformers later , i v sian /: I want popcorn . okay bye ~

Kim Myungsoo

2011-06-26T15:04:00.000+08:00

Sup homies (: Yep , here I am talking to myself as if someone is listening . Anyway , I have totally fallen for the seriously cute infinite . yeah im an inspirit ~ well , so not looking forward to school tomorrow /: have not done chinese or lit . laoshi and rao will kill me . ahwells . enjoyable holiday ? maybe .
okay bye !

I'll back off so you can live

2011-06-15T05:17:00.000+08:00

Hi guise (: im back !
And the past is behind me . Not going to bother anymore hmm .
Yknow what really irritates me ? I waited around for nothing , wasting my time . When i get nothing back in return , except heartbreak . I truly did love you . Really (: like i was ready to take a bullet for you anytime . Guess you wont do the same .

June

2011-06-10T22:13:00.001+08:00

Hello (: going malaysia tmr ^^
Seeya ~
I love kiseop (:

Funny thing called love

2011-05-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

Damn , you're making it hard for me to get over you .
Hahaha , love's a funny thing .

One step

2011-05-21T17:30:00.000+08:00

So well , the week has ended and next week I'll be collecting my results back . Very , Very scared . Oh yep , and my laptop is finally fixed ! Looking forward to the holidays (: But for reasons , i really really dont want some days of june to happen . Dad came back on wednesday and bought many things for me ^^ I love my dad ~ On to other things , I really envy people who dont have a care in the world , with no problems whatsoever . Oh yes , and the weather has been really really hot lately ! Hope it cools down . Kay bye (:
Off to shop for furniture for my new house !

KISEOP IS SO CUTE !
Soohyun asked him to put bread up his nostrils and kiseop cutely replied :" If I play with food , mom will scold me ."
HAHAHA AND I SPAZZED FOR LIKE AN HOUR ~

You

2011-05-19T20:36:00.000+08:00

On Rainy Days

When the world turns dark
And the rain quietly falls

Everything is still

Even today, without a doubt

I can't get out of it

I can't get out from the thoughts of you

Now

I know that it's the end

I know that it's all just foolishness

Now I know that it's not true

I am just disappointed in myself for

Not being able to get a hold of you because of that pride

On the rainy days you come and find me

Torturing me through the night

When the rain starts to stop, you follow

Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

I must be drunk, I think I need to stop drinking

Since the rain is falling, I think I might fall as well
Well this doesn't mean that I miss you, no it doesn't mean that

It just means that the time we had together was a bit sharp

When it's the type of day that you really liked
I keep opening the raw memories of you

Making the excuse that it's all memories, I take a step forward

I don't even make the effort to escape

Now

I erased all of you
I emptied out all of you

But when the rain falls again

All the memories of you I hid with effort

It all comes back, it must be looking for you

On the rainy days you come and find me

Torturing me through the night

When the rain starts to stop, you follow

Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

(To you) Now there is no path for me to return

But looking at your happy face

I will still try to laugh since I was the one

Without the strength to stop you

On the rainy days you come and find me

Torturing me through the night

When the rain starts to stop, you follow

Slowly, little by little, you will stop as well

What can I do about something that already ended?

I'm just regretting after like the stupid fool I am

Rain always falls so it will repeat again

When it stops, that's when I will stop as well

Rain always falls so it will repeat again

When it stops, that's when I will stop as well

I am totally hooked on this song and I cry when I read the lyrics ):

Exams have ended and post-exam activites are such a bore .

Went to watch drama performance today , they were pretty good (:

Yep .

Bye .

I love Kiseop ^^

2nd last day

2011-05-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone (: POA exam tomorrow :/ goodluck to everyone taking POA tomorrow ~ Let's ace this thing okay ^^ Well , in the middle of mugging now . In 30 more minutes , I shall take my well deserved break and watch The Noose cuz I'm so in love with Leticia ~ hahahha . I hope she appears in this episode , if not I will be sad ): Nevermind , Lulu's fine too :D I swear Michelle Chong is like the best actress in Singapore , She's the only singapore actress I like (: So , gotta go now ! Fighting ~

Monday

2011-05-09T16:36:00.000+08:00

Hey (: Lit and Chem exams tomorrow . Why do I so not feel nervous at all ? In fact , I feel hungry . Hahahah ~
Anyways , good luck to all those taking exams ^^ Jiayous ! Can't wait for June Holidays .

I can't do that anymore

2011-04-30T22:07:00.000+08:00

I want that day to come , that day when someone asks me how I feel about you and I can truly say I'm over you . I don't want to lie and believe that I actually am over you . I can't undo loving you . I can never stop loving you . I'm trying my best . I just don't want to waste my time sitting around , waiting and thinking about you when you don't answer me at all . I'm so sick of being the fool that spends all my time waiting for someone who doesn't care . I can't force you to love me . You always look at other girls instead of me . I'm invisible to you . If you get another girlfriend , sure I'd be jealous , sure I'd be thinking that that should be me . But I guess I can't do anything . It's not like I come between you and that girl anyway . If you two broke up , that doesn't mean you'll love me , and that doesn't mean you'll be happy . I know this sounds cliche but if you're not happy , I wouldn't be happy either . So I'm getting over you . I can do this .

Why am I thinking of you ?

All this time I've been wasting hoping you would come around .
I look back and regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as you can .
I can't breathe without you but I have to .
I'm so sick of love songs , so tired of tears , so done with wishing you were still here .

It's you

2011-04-29T22:51:00.001+08:00

Hey ! So today was eng exam ): anyway since its over , I shall not bother about it anymore ! Oh yes and im done with chapter three ^^

3 words

Chapter Three

" Ah , I'm so tired . Let's have a lunch break ! " Kevin complained . It has only been half an hour since we started but we haven't has the slightest idea on what to write for the story plot of the title song . Ideas were thrown around but they were all pretty vague .

" Okay , let's rest awhile . I'll go buy some snacks and drinks back . " I told them . As I stood up and walked out of the door , I was thinking of Kiseop . He had not arrived yet . Who was this girl he was looking for ? Is it someone I know ? I hadn't realise that I was walking with my head down until I banged against someone and fell to the floor .

" Ouch ... " I winced .

" Hi , are you alright ? " a black figure asked as it reached its hand out to me .

" Yeah , I'm fine . " I answered as I reached out to grab that hand .

" Thanks " I said while looking up .

I recognized this man !

It's Kiseop !

My mind was blown away and my heart was pounding very fast . It really is Kiseop ! I hadn't realised he looked so handsome up close .

" You're welcome . " he said as he flashed me that angelic smile of his once again .

" IT'S YOU ! " Kiseop suddenly shouted .

Was he talking to me ? I turned around and saw no one behind me . He was talking about me , right ?

" You are Hyesong , aren't you ? " he asked .

He remembers me !

" Yep , thats me . " I replied him .

" You want to go have a drink ? " he asked .

" I can't . I have to buy back snacks for your members and they are waiting for you . We've started half an hour ago ! " I said , reluctantly . We bought some snacks and went back to the office .

" Hey Kiseop hyung , you're here ! Have you met our pretty noona songwriter , Hyesong noona ? " Dongho said , greeting Kiseop with a hug .

" Yeah . We went to high school together . " Kiseop said , as a matter of fact .

- End Chapter Three -

Yay , finally done with chapter three (: Chapter four might take awhile cuz i'm having exams ):

Annyeong (:

NEW CHAPTER (:

2011-04-25T18:53:00.001+08:00

Hello ~ I'm finally done with chapter two ^^ Enjoy !

3 words

Chapter Two

OHMYGOD .

It's UKiss ! The one who tapped me was Shin Soohyun , the main vocalist in UKiss .

" Oh hi , I'm Lee Hyesong " I replied him . Then the maknae of UKiss ran forward and pushed Soohyun away . Dongho looked at me , grabbed my hand and said : " Woah , Hyesong noona ! You're so pretty ! As pretty as Kevin hyung when he cross-dresses as a girl ." All the members burst out with laughter after Dongho said that last line , leaving Kevin flustered . I invited them into the office and scanned through all the memebers . Kiseop was not present . I don't know whether I should feel sad or relieved .

" Noona ! How old are you ? " Dongho eagerly asked .

" YAH YAH YAH , Dongho don't be impolite ! Don't you know a woman's age is a sensitive topic ? " Alexander , the oldest of the group , said , smacking Dongho's head .

" I'm 19 " I said while giggling . They were all so cute !

" WAH ! You're one year younger than Kiseop hyung ! " Dongho and Kevin exclaimed at the same time .

" So where is Kiseop oppa ? " I asked Kibum .

" He said he needed to find this girl from his high school because he heard that she worked around here . " Kibum explained .

" Oh . " was all I could say . Was he looking for me ? Why was he looking for me ? What does he want to tell me ?

" Hey hey ! Let's get started on writing the songs already ! " Soohyun shouted as he puts his arm around Kibum's neck and dragged him away to the sofa . I sat down on a chair , looked at the boys and asked : " So what is your album's name ? "

" It's called Bran New Kiss , because we want to show a new side of UKiss to our fans ! " Eli said proudly .

' Bran New Kiss ' huh , I would love to see Kiseop's new image .

- End Chapter Two -

Hi , I know chapter two is super short ): Sorry ! Writer's block ya know .

Chapter 3 will be up shortly ^^

USS

2011-04-23T23:58:00.001+08:00

Went USS again with Kelley , Bong and Sam (: It was so fun ! It's been a month since I last went to USS with Danielle . Kelley , Bong and Me were persuading Sam to sit the battle star galactica , blue and red one . At first , she keep refusing and saying she will vomit etc but after she sat both the rides , she loved it so much that we went again ! HOW AWESOME RIGHT .

I'm a Kiseopia (:

2011-04-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

How flawless can Kiseop get ? My love (: Kiseopppppp i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu .

Okay , so this few days i've been spamming about Kiseop . lol . But srsly , i love him so much .
Why he is so cute ? My ulzzang ninja Lee Kiseop ! Forever mine . But he should be given more lines !
NH Media sucks . They always give Kiseop so friggin little lines when his voice is like damn nice . Nicer than Hoon's voice ! But no , they give Hoon more lines than Seoppie . wtf much . All kiseop fans should write a petition to NH Media , ask them give him more lines ! okay well , bye (:

I got over you . Why ? I got tired of waiting for you to come knocking at my door . I really am tired of this roller coaster love . I dont hate you . Though I might always get the feeling that I might take you back if you asked , I will restrain myself so that I wont get hurt . If you ever come around and realise that I'm that girl who would love you the most and treat you right , I wont be there anymore . I hope you regret . Taylor Swift writes songs . I'm going to write a story .

Beginnings (:

2011-04-21T20:58:00.000+08:00

So yesterday I gave you an epilogue on ' 3 words ' , now i will give you chapter 1 (:
Aren't ya super happy now ^^

3 words

Chapter One

I want to see Lee Kiseop .

I need to see Kiseop . I have to tell him . I need to tell him . I must tell him : " I love you. "

" Hey....hey wake up " Is that Kiseop calling me ?

" YAH ! Wake up ! " a rough push at my shoulder and poof , Kiseop's face faded away from my mind .

" Huh ? " I said as I looked around my room . Oh ... It's only Hani . Hani has been my best friend since middle school and had recently moved in with me.

" Yah , yah , yah .... dreaming about Kiseop oppa again ? " she said while giggling . My face instantly flushed red . Again ... I dreamt of Kiseop again .

" N-n-no-no ! I didn't dream of him ! " I shouted at Hani , embarrassed . Kiseop has been my crush since high school . He was always surrounded by so many people and the way he smiled and interacted with them just gave off that aura of confidence he had . He was also very very kind and nice . He created an eco-friendly club which taught people about saving the earth and animals , he also liked helping people in need . He was crowned uzzlang of the school for 3 consecutive years , until he graduated . He was always popular , unlike me . I , being the quiet girl who shy-ed away from everyone ( but Hani ) , was always in awe of his confidence . I always watched him . I loved watching him .

We talked once , during high school . I fell down that day and my knee was bleeding , so I couldn't walk to the infirmary . I spotted Kiseop as he walked past me together with his circle of friends , but he turned to look at me and immediately ran to me .

" Are you okay ? Can you walk ? " he asked as if he was genuinely worried about me . Without even waiting for me to respond , he picked me up and carried me to the infirmary . The nurse was not there that day , so Kiseop went searching in the infirmary for bandages . That time , I thought to myself : " Wow , he actually noticed me ! "

" There . It's all nicely bandaged . Learning first aid sure came in helpful . " he said and flashed me his angelic smile .

" Woah ... " my head literally said . His smile was like an angel's . The brightness of his smile captured my heart . I fell in love with him that day .

Now , Kiseop became a singer in a boy band called U-Kiss . He seems very happy to follow his dreams . Whenever U-Kiss had a fan meeting or concert , I would always attend it , but I dare not ask him for an autograph incase he recognised me . I am working as a songwriter and have wrote songs for G.NA , IU , Super Junior , SNSD , SHINee and others , but I have never worked together with U-KISS before .

Today , my boss walked into the office and dropped a bombshell on me .

" You're going to work with U-Kiss on their new album songs today . "

" WHAT ? " I screeched , shocked .

" Do not ever scream like that . Ever . They'll be here around 3pm . "

" Omgomgomg . U-Kiss is coming . HERE ! OMG . Kiseop . OMG . NOOOO ~ " my heart and mind screamed .

" Ring...ring...ring..." Why isn't Hani picking up her phone ?!

" Hello ? " Hani said through the phone .

" OHMYGOD ! HANI , SAVE ME ! OHMYGOD . " I was to agitated to be calm anymore . U-Kiss was going to be here in 10 minutes . 10 MINUTES ?!

" Can you please calm down and tell me what's up ? " Hani replied , ignoring my screams .

" U-KISS is going to be here any minute ! Kiseop is going to be here ! Help ! " I said , anxiously .

Suddenly , there was a tap on my shoulder . Two taps on my shoulder .

" Um , hello ? " a voice said .

" Hello ? Excuse me ? Do you know where Ms Lee Hye song-shi is ? " the familiar voice said again .

I turned around .

Ohmygod .

- Chapter One End -

So how was chapter one ? Are you thinking that the person who tapped on hye song's shoulder is Kiseop ?

HAHAHHA . Well , that's for you to do some thinking (: I'm not quite done with Chapter 2 yet , so if i finish it , i'll post it up tomorrow . I hoped you enjoyed chapter one ^^

Bye ~ Anneyeong !

Epilogue

2011-04-20T18:41:00.001+08:00

Hello ~ I went to watch #myworldtour concert yesterday ! Justin Bieber looks so hot in real life . But he didn't look v happy ytd, which made us all beliebers think that he didnt like singapore . ahhwell . Im not here to blog about Justin ! I'm here to blog about Kiseop ! Yes , again (: I wrote another fanfic but I'm not quite done yet so I shall give y'all an epilogue . Excited ? Well , you should be !

3 words

I want to see Lee Kiseop .

I need to see Kiseop . I have to tell him . I need to tell him . I must tell him : " I love you. "

" Hey....hey wake up " Is that Kiseop calling me ?

" YAH ! Wake up ! " a rough push at my shoulder and poof , Kiseop's face faded away from my mind .

" Huh ? " I said as I looked around my room . Oh ... It's only Hani . Hani has been my best friend since middle school and had recently moved in with me.

" Yah , yah , yah .... dreaming about Kiseop oppa again ? " she said while giggling . My face instantly flushed red . Again ... I dreamt of Kiseop again .

So how's the epilogue ?

FANFIC (;

2011-04-18T18:49:00.001+08:00

I love Lee Kiseop

Hello (: Okay so I'm obsessed over beautiful flawless skin Kiseop . Which is why I wrote a fanfic about him and me (: I bet you all think I'm crazy now . But whatever ! Enjoy ^^

Everyday♥

Kiseop looked at me and stared longingly into my eyes . I looked at my reflection through those big shiny eyes of his . I loved it whenever Kiseop showed me this side of him . Those eyes of his , pulling me closer into the endless darkness of his eyes so much so that brightness shone back into my eyes . Ironic right ? I could feel his breath at my neck . It felt so good . " Chloe...." he whispered . It made me tingle all over , tense and tingly . Oddly enough , he knew what i was thinking . He drew a step closer to me and laid both of his hands on my waist . Only an inch apart , i could feel his heart beating faster and faster . I looked down at those juicy , glossy lips of his and glided my finger across his soft lips .

" I really want to kiss those lips " i thought as i smiled shyly to myself . I looked up at my beloved and realised he was smiling sheepishly back at me . I tilted my head and stared blankly at Seoppiee . Crap... I had just realised I said my thought out loud !

" um... Kiseop... I didn't me-"

"시끄러"
At that moment , everything flashed past in a second . Kiseop's cheeky sly smile , him leaning forward ... his lips brushing against mine . My world , at that point , revolved solely around Kiseop . Everything else disappeared . He took my hand and brought it to his neck . I gently tugged on his beautiful orangey-brown hair .
" mmm ... "
Kiseop smiled and chuckled softly as he continued kissing my lips , as though he really enjoyed teasing me and making me feel good .
" I love you "
He whispered as he kissed my ear . I smiled to myself . My heart was filled with so much happiness and thoughts about Kiseop , that I can barely contain myself . My heart , filled to the brim with warmth and love , was about to burst . For Kiseop .
" I love you more "
Everyday .

So how's my first ever fanfic ?
Nice ?
Thankyou ^^
I know its very short !

Mircale

2011-04-18T00:06:00.001+08:00

Hello (:

I feel the need to establish my love for seopp baby here on my utterly useless blog .

Can't you see those juicy shiny lips of his ?

Man I just wanna kiss them . Seriously . Why is he so flawless ?

My beloved innocent easy-going kkab dancing weird loving kiseop (:

Monday

2011-04-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

Its Monday tomorrow . School's gonna start in a few more hours . Then it's gonna be the greatest day of my life on Tuesday (: Justin Bieber My World tour Concert . Yeahh ~ I LOVE YOU JUSTIN BIEBER .So yep , im actually done on research for NE presentation and cme presentation . And i rlly cant finish coursework by today . so yeah , screw coursework (:

I love my family ~
My dajie - Sammy
My erjie - Kelley
My sanjie - Poon
My fourthjie ( canniot say sijie ) - Bong
My wujie - JJae .
Yep I'm the xiaomeimei in the family ^^

Oh yes , I love my Mother too (: And my papa . Danielle and Gordon ^^

Never say never

2011-04-16T00:05:00.000+08:00

Caught #Neversaynever3D twice today ~
I love Justin Bieber !
I think I will cry when I see him .
Really .
April wish - To be the one less lonely girl (OLLG) at his #myworldtour concert in SINGAPORE ~
Yeah man . Only for you shawty ~
NEVER SAY NEVER IS AWESOME .
I will never say never (:
I love you , Justin .
You are truly amazing !

I love you to bits

2011-04-11T18:35:00.000+08:00

I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid in love

How could you be so, how could you be so
I can't believe you (I hate all girls)
You're the one that threw me away, but if you come back, I'll crumble

You said you were sick, you said you were busy with homework
You said it'll only be a moment, so you can enjoy a cup of tea with your friends
But pitiful me, I try to act like a man
I acted like I didn't know, but why is it always the same pattern
Every time you open your mouth, you spit out a lie
Your nose is growing, just like Pinocchio

What's your truth? What am I to you?
I won't just let it go this time
Monday to Sunday, am I just a choice?
Baby don't lie to me oh

Hey, I'm going crazy, I'm going crazy
Look at you acting like you don't know anything
But now I'm getting tired of it, I'm getting tired
Let's stop meeting now, because I know what's going on
Baby I don't hate you
I like you the way you are
I'm going crazy, I'm getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar

In your covered smile is a hidden gaze, who are you looking at?
Every time you do that, I get so scared
I get all nervous, wondering if my friends saw
If only we could go back, back, back
If I'm so broken
But it's too late
Fatigued over something that's burdened you
Whatever the case, love is a sin against each other
We're all like children, blaming others for our pain

Hey, I'm going crazy, I'm going crazy
Look at you acting like you don't know anything
But now I'm getting tired of it, I'm getting tired
Let's stop meeting now, because I know what's going on
Baby I don't hate you
I like you the way you are
I'm going crazy, I'm getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar

Behind that pretty face lies someone else who I hate
Can't we just turn back to when we first met?
I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid
I am stupid, I'm so stupid, stupid
I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid (oh no)

Hey, I'm going crazy, I'm going crazy
Look at you acting like you don't know anything
But now I'm getting tired of it, I'm getting tired
Let's stop meeting now, because I know what's going on
Baby I don't hate you
I like you the way you are
I'm going crazy, I'm getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar

This song literally describes what i'm feeling now .
Towards you .
I dont know what to say .
One question lingers , What am I to you ?

Taste those rainbows

2011-04-05T20:19:00.000+08:00

Oh yes , i made a song on plasters , rulers and potatoes (: I shall post the lyrics , lets say tomorrow ? I'm so tired today and i still need to do my f&n coursework which i really don't want to do at allz ! Still feeling happy and looking forward to Friday , Saturday and Sunday ! Oh yeah , i have an ulcer that hurts really bad ! IT'S ALL RED AND SWOLLEN ): V pain you know . Make the pain go away please .

Narwahls Narwahls
Swimming in the ocean

IMPORTANT : Gummy Smile Lee HyukJae

2011-04-04T20:24:00.000+08:00

OH YES !

THIS IS AN IMPORTANT POST (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE HYUKJAE ~

BONG DIES FOR YOUR GUMMY SMILE ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYUKKIE ~ !

Health week

2011-04-04T20:12:00.000+08:00

So yeah ... lots of stuff going on lately so I v lazy to blog . Anyway , its HEALTH week ! So must be extremely healthy this week (: JUST GO VEGETARIAN . Maybe . So yep , super excited for this week : mainly cuz friday is sports carnival and saturday/sunday is stayover at Swiss Hotel cuz its Kelley's BIRTHDAY (: OHYEAH . SUPER HYPED ! So now , i'm gonna watch Spongebob Squarepants : Legend of the Bikini Bottom with Kieron Lee Howe Yon . I swear he is super gross like ew . Hahaha . So ok , bye (:

Have an awesome week , guise !
:')

0330

2011-03-30T20:18:00.000+08:00

YEAH #BRANNEWKISS
Seriously I love Dongho in the mv la ! BUT MY BIAS WILL ALWAYS BE KISEOP BABY ~ like walao eh why the give him so little lines when he can freaking sing better than AJ or Hoon ( Aiya idk which one is sing which one is rap ) . So continuing , the most stressful day ever is over ! Heard that everyone got A for practical . How awesome right (: So erm yeah , I have like POA test tmr ? Heard its gonna be like easy . *crosses fingers* I will get A1 ! Oh yeah you know those singers that are linked with Rebecca Black ? I swear their songs are much nicer than hers and they are so much prettier la ! But that rapper dude always appears in all the mvs . Like wtheck . Gotta do homework now (: WE WE WE SO EXCITED , WE SO EXCITED .

My brother is annoying .

A thing called love

2011-03-29T22:54:00.001+08:00

Hi ,
F&N IS SERIOUSLY STRESSING ME OUT . UGH FIRETRUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK . Anyway .... TOMORROW IS F&N PRATICAL EXAM . FML MUCH . I FEEL SO UNPREPARED . Okay , I should relax now :/ Can't wait for tomorrow to be over so i can like relax ? THIS IS SO TOUGH . I can barely pass through a day without feeling tired/sleepy . Its been like only a week since school reopened and I can barely make it out of school , alive . Have been trying to stay awake in all my classes but i failed today ): I slept in SS . Really really sleepy .
Every project/assignment is like due either this week or next week coz midterms are coming and all the assignments must be handed in for grading . Whywhywhy is my life so tough . I CAN EVEN BARELY COMPLETE MY HOMEWORK AND THEY GIVE ME MORE ASSIGNMENTS . WHY ?!

Well , I better go back to doing menu now .
Bye (:

OMG TOO CUTE

2011-03-26T09:54:00.004+08:00

SATURDAY

2011-03-26T09:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO . ITS SATURDAY .
YAY .
I love saturdays (:
Gonna go out to celebrate my great-grandma and my mum's birthday later .
Hurrah for all .
Hahahah , yes i still sick ):
I V SAD LA .
Okay bye (:

I believe I believe L.O.V.E

PROM NIGHT

2011-03-23T19:59:00.000+08:00

I am sick .
Like really ):
IT SUCKS MAX .
Anyway , i survived 3 hours of F&N today .
HOW AWESOME \m/
Oh yeah , have you heard ' Prom Night ' by Rebecca Black .
IT SUCKS MORE THAN ' FRIDAY ' . Seriously .
No , really . Believe me .
I just realised that all my blog posts are all super random without meaning ?
Hahahaha . I should start have non-meaningless posts .
Shall start tomorrow (:
Sad . I will miss the mediacorp thing tomorrow if i don't go school .
BUT I GET TO MISS SCHOOL . HECKYEAH .

Dynamite

2011-03-21T20:06:00.000+08:00

1st day of school - offically shagged out .
Am actually doing my emath homework since B.Lim is now my math teacher .
YEAH . WILL FINALLY PASS EMATH !
HURRAH .
Oh yeah . New time table - don't know if its awesome or it sucks .
Sigh .
And im paranoid_girl0311 .
Okay , looking forward to June holidays .
Hahaha , 65 MORE DAYS .

Tommy Sullivan is a freak

2011-03-20T02:33:00.000+08:00

We don't have to hurt like this .

Kimi ni Todoke

2011-03-17T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hahahah ~

I'M SO HAPPY .

KAZEHAYA & SAWAKO FOREVER !

Yes , I'm a total maniac (:

Good day .

This post has no meaning at all .

I know .

Byebye (:

" 私はあなたをダイスキ "

SPONGEYBOBBY

2011-03-14T13:47:00.000+08:00

I LOVE SPONGEBOB AND FOREVER WILL .
Spongebob's on tv now (:
ARE YA READY KIDS ?
AYE AYE CAPTAIN .
I CANT HEAR YOU ~
AYE AYE CAPTAIN .
OOHHHH ~
WHO LIVES IN A PINEAPPLE UNDER THE SEA ?
SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS !
*spazz moment*

Spongbob : so what do you normally do when i go to school ?
Patrick : Wait for you to come home )':
AWWWHHH .

Pink fluffy unicorns dancing on rainbow

2011-03-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

LET'S ALL PRAY FOR JAPAN .
I RLLY DONT WANT THE WORLD TO END .
I HAVE TOO MANY UNFULFILLED WISHES .

Okay , really excited for tomorrow .
Need to h2h with Danielle .
Oh btwz yeahh , I NEED TO BUY PINK BLUSHER AND BRONZER .
Oh and i really want those wonder woman mac makeup .
Looks super awesome la .
Packing my room while wearing my heels .
How awesome can i get .
Weird and eccentric , my thing .
HECKYEAH .

11MARCH2011

2011-03-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

Today is an awesome day (:

1. Got my phone back
2. No drills
3. Got a new bag
4. Holidays start !

Epicz . I love this thing .
Looking forward to sunday ~
HOLLAA .
I am not #bimbo4lyfez .
Good bye .

{ Not knowing what hit me , I looked at that person }
[ That person's very presence makes my hear beat faster and faster ]
{ Is it love , I asked }
[ It's all pitch dark and I can't see a thing ]
{ But when that person is around , I can only see that person }
[ That person shines so brightly like the sun and the stars ]
{ Glowing so brightly like the moon }
[ Is it okay to like that person ]
{ If that person were to be a star , that will be my favourite star }
[ And if I go some place far away , will that star be there to guide me home ]
{ Will that star be there for me }
[ Will I be able to have that star ]
{ I want to be able to see that star }
[ I want to love that person ]
{ I want to be the most precious person to that person }
[ Can't I love you ]

Dear Danielle

2011-03-09T18:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU (:

Yes you , Danielle Ng (:

I know we both look v shitty in this photo la ^^

Happy Birthday to YOU !

Hahaha , you are now v old .

I am so awesome right .

Pei you from 11.30 pm to 12 am just to wish you happy birthday .

Tsk tsk , my sleep .

Anyways , have an awesome birthdayy (:

Love you forever and ever .

For your exams and cca and drama , FIGHTING ~ ^^ !

Stay awesome ok .

Cuz of you , I'm #scarred4lyfe (:

xoxo much loves ♡ ,

태미

I love Samdong

2011-03-08T17:06:00.001+08:00

I know i look very ugly but ahh whatever la . I , for once , think i actually look pretty decent in this pic (:

Cuz normally i look like :

Yes , like that .
So yes , its not for you to judge (:
So seems life been a bitch to all of you recently huh .
I for one , think that life's been pretty good to me for a while now (:
Just praying for good grades this term , an outing with you , and hanging with my girlfrs (:
I love life !

Pretty pretty please ,
Don't you ever ever feel like you're nothing ,
You are perfect to me (:

Universal

2011-03-06T21:37:00.001+08:00

Hi , universal studios was awesome (:
I THINK I HAVE A MINOR CRUSH ON THE GRAY SHIRT GUY (@danielleheartxo)
OMGGGG .
Oh wells , likely will never see him again .
If got fate then maybe will la (:
I HAD AN AWESOME TIME WITH DANIELLEE ~
I LOVE BATTLESTAR GALACTICA AND THE MUMMY RIDE .
I think i sat the mummy ride with danielle for about 5 times ?
I think we're crazy and we rock mad awesome .
AND WE MET GRAY SHIRT GUY THERE TOO .
At first he was damn annoying during the ride and he tried to scare us but failed .
Then i turned around and glared at him .
He then went another time on the mummy ride like us and while we queued up , he blew in our hair .
wtheck right .
After that , it was damn funny cuz he and his friends were like waiting for us outside the ride when we finished.
And they stalked us to the water ride but then disappeared .
we were disappointed . LMAO .
okay that concludes my awesome day .
Good day (:

I don't know you ,
but i think i like you ,
you're irritating ,
but you're cute ,
I'm dying to know your name ,
Who are you ?

I'm famous , everyone knows my name

2011-03-04T16:41:00.000+08:00

Hello !
I am damn excited for tmr !
Going USS with Danielle (:
HECKYEAHH .
Anyway , i'm so tired !
Got sore throat and stupid flu .
KEEP MAKING ME TEAR LA .
SIGH .
I will spazz .
I love you , Kim Soo Hyun (:
YES YOU ARE MY BOYFRIEND .

SAMMMDONGG AHHH ~

JUSTINBIEBER

2011-02-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

Hi Justin Bieber ,
YOU ROCK .
SEE YOU IN SINGAPORE ON 19 APRIL 2011 , 8PM .
I AM STOKED !
xoxo,
your fan (:

Yes , its offical !
IM GONNA SEE JUSTIN BIBER , OH YEAH !
But that is not what im excited about right nowz .
NOW WHAT I WANT MOST IS FOR EP 16 OF DREAM HIGH TO COME OUT .
AHHH ! I SRSLY CANNOT WAIT ANYMORE .
WHY YOU WANT TO KEEP ME IN SUSPENSE !
Y U NO SUB IT ALREADY !
I AM NOW DESPERATE AND DEPRESSED .
Y U NO LET ME SEE MY SAMDONG .
I WANT TO SEE SAMDONG BECOME K .
OMGGGZZZ .

Shatterings

2011-02-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

You should stop doing the cute things that you do .
Sticking out your tounge so cutely like that , makes me smile .
I bet you didnt even notice .
Heard your laughter today .
Made me want to fall in love with you again .
I wanted to give up but after that i gave up trying to give up .
hmmm , oh wells .

Tonight

2011-02-24T20:43:00.001+08:00

I love you . I love you .
Yes you .
No its not who you think it is .
Its Jason .
Jason , I love you (:
Wae you so cute !
Wae you so sweet !
AHHHH ~ JASON AHHH .

Went fish spa with kerilyn today .
SHE HAS NO ENDURANCE AT ALLLLLZ .
She put her toe in , fish come suck , she scream alr .
WHATTTT !
Then mum brought us go eat sushi tei .
Kerilyn and me talked abtz stuffz .
Decided that we rlly need to DMC again .
So SHE NEEDS TO COME MY HOUSE DMC/STAYOVER ^^
Too Perfect by SJM is seriously stuck in my head .
No thanks to Bong .
Bye (:

E-Learning

2011-02-22T21:34:00.002+08:00

E-learning today was .... productive ?
Woke up at 7 .
Waited for Danielle and Bong to come .
They came around 9ish ?
Then went to start on e-learning .
V V V DEPRESSED .
I HATE ELEARNING !
ARGHHH I RATHER BE IN SCHOOL LA .
E-LEARNING , WAE Y SO STRESS !
Anyway , had mac breakfast (:
Showed Bong spoilers for dream high !
YEAHHH , I WATCHED EP 14 ALR ! SUCKKKSHITT !
EPICZZZZZZZ . I LOVE JASON (:
ANNEYONG JASON (:

miss you

2011-02-21T17:15:00.000+08:00

I want you to remember .

15 and heartbroken

2011-02-19T15:53:00.003+08:00

Just the day before , they broke up .
Both were heartbroken .
She cried . He gave up .

5 minutes before the operation ,
She called him .
"please pick up . Please pick up" she begged .
"toot... Toot... Toot... Hello ?"
"hi" she said .
"oh hi , so why did you call me ?" he asked
"oh...um i wanted to hear your voice"
"There is no reason for you to call me anymore"
Trying to hold back her tears, she replied: "oh right. Ok then, i wont call you anymore"
"Are you crying?" he answered back .
"No... No. I'm not" she said as tears streamed down her face.
"Bye"
She hung up .

She stepped into the operation room with a heavy heart as she thought about him .
She lay down on the operating table .
"5..4..3..2..1"
She closed her eyes and it seemed to her as if she was being seeped into the darkness .

5 years later ,
He was walking down orchard when a familiar face walked by him.
He turned around and gave chase to that small figure that kept walking further and futher away from him .
His heart ached , though he didnt know why .
It just felt as if he will lose something important in his life if he didnt know who that was.
He reached out his hand and tapped on her shoulder.
She turned around .
"It's her"

Last CNY

2011-02-17T17:47:00.000+08:00

Cny's ending today !
CNY 2011 GONE BY TOMORROW ):
Awwh , cant get any more angbao le .
I v sad ~
Lol .
Getting ready for end of cny dinner with grandparents .
Hmmm , i hope we have yummy food ^^
Oh yeah , bought new shoes !
MAD LOVE LA .

Everyday

2011-02-15T23:29:00.002+08:00

* Why Sam super pretty !

Hello (:

How are you recently ?

I hope you're fine .

Just to let you know a few things .

I still miss you .

I still think of you at night when i can't sleep .

You're the reason for my smile .

Wanted to let you know ,

Even though Valentine's is over .

I still love you like i did yesterday, today

and for the rest of my life , I will continue doing so .

I was enchanted to meet you too .

"明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你我假装不在意反而痛了自己多痛都可以不能没有你只想永远永远爱你你知不知道我也没关系告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定但为何到如今我依然无法前进不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你我越了解你越靠近你越犹豫明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语该如何整理幸福在手里我恨自己无能为力明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你我假装不在意反而痛了自己多痛都可以不能没有你只想永远永远爱你你知不知道我也没关系"

Be my valentine ?

2011-02-14T22:23:00.000+08:00

It's valentines day (:
I received many many vday gifts (:
I feel loved !
Thanks all for the flower, cookies/muffins, chocolates and cards :3
THE COOKIES AND MUFFINS AND CHOCOLATES WERE REALLY YUMMY !
Stmargs knows the vday love ^^
Cmon , i'm still lonely on valentines :>
Wanna be my valentine ?
Really , be mine ? [ I hearts you ]
Valentines is going to end and my only companion is lit essay >:
I love my daddy ~ DADDY JJANG ~
He gave me a rose and mummy a bouquet of flowers !
and bought us cake to celebrate valentines ^^
Ohyeahh . Not so lonely valentines afterall :D

Adam Young (owl city) - Enchanted
I was never in love with someone else
I never had somebody waiting on me
'Cause you were all of my dreams come true
And I just wish you knew
Baby I was so in love with you.
*Changed Taylor to baby (:

My dates (:

2011-02-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

Awesome valentines date (:
Went highh on kpop (:
Just realised i dont have a decent nice picture with JJAE ):
Nevermind , tmr can take (:
I like karaoke (:
I hogged the mic most of the time ! EPICCCC ~
Finished all my vday and got all the pressies for my beloveds (:
On vday midnight , im gonna txt yall (:
Oh and i might just ask you to be my valentine (;
OMG NO IM NOT THAT DARING . LOL .
Okay , today was a day well spent .
I love you guys ^^

vday eve offical

2011-02-13T02:57:00.003+08:00

Yes , I do love you .

Yes , I wna ask you out on valentines .

But no , cuz you're gonna say no .

Why , cuz you've turned me down too many times for me to alr know the answer .

And then , i still love you .

How ? i dont know .

Still , you give me butterflies and make me want to kiss you .

Well , i control myself everytime .

I'm super excited for tdy's date with my girlfrs (:

yeahhh ~ rock on !

Gonnaa go high and be whores with cameras ^^

Tomorrow shall and will be awesome .

Vday

2011-02-10T21:57:00.004+08:00

Hi guise (:

Valentines day is just around th corner !

What are y'all doing huh ?

Chillin' with ya boyfrs/girlfrs ?

Well sadly , im spending vday all alone >:

BOOHOO .

ITS A FREAKING MONDAY .

Well , at least I'm gonna have an awesome vday eve (:

Hangin' with em hot babes like ohhhyeahh ~

Hot babes = Sam, Jjae, Bong .

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA .

ITS SIWONNIE'S BIRTHDAY TODAYYY (:

Love life , love you .

Homework .

2011-02-08T21:17:00.005+08:00

Should really get started on my homework .

Esp chinese .

Butterfly laoshi was being a bitch today . wtf la .

Anyway ... I BETTER DO MY HMWK .

WALAO I V GUAI CAN (:

BUTTERFLY CAN SUCK MY DICK CUZ I DOING YA WORK . SUCKSHITTTTT .

YEAHH , I love life .

suckerz4lyf .

I am damn jealous >:

TAYLORSWIFT IS IN SINGAPORE AND I WONT GET TO SEE HER . EVER .

I WNA CRY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh .

I wna take more polaroids ^^

blahhhhhh ~

When a girl is silent, that’s pretty dangerous. She’s either overthinking, tired of waiting, about to blow, lonely, needs a hug, falling apart or crying inside. and most probably all of those above.

Girl Language.

When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
When I ignore you, give me your attention.
When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.

KERILYN CHEN

2011-02-06T21:40:00.005+08:00

HELLO KERILYN CHIO BU (:

*Kieron just finished singing pray to you (:

OTP WITH HER NOW !

SHE RTW !

HI Qing Ai De (:

You are really very PRETTY .

REALLY .

Prettier than me .

Its true , dont you deny it ^^

I REALLY LIKE YOU , ALOT !

You're a lil crazy .

You're super funny .

Love you lots .

OKAY WELL IM GONNA KEEP REPEATING THE WORD LOVE CUZ IDK WHAT MAKES A LETTER MELTZCXCZCZ .

Yes , i love you very much .

I'll catch a grenade for ya (:

I'll do anything for ya .

JUZZZZTINNN BIEBER .

CODY SIMPSPON LOVES CHEN LILING .

I LOVE CHEN LILING .

GOD LOVES CHEN LILING .

Hahaha (:

We should have another stayover outing thing !

Then we can dmc loads .

And i shall tell you bout stuffxzcz !

Looking forward to tuition-ing together with you ^^

QADFOREVER .

xoxo♡

Chloe

Hi

2011-02-05T18:47:00.005+08:00

Hi , I bet you don't rmb 241109 .
Well I do .
Last year 241110 would be our one year .
I miss you .
I wonder if you love someone else now .
How is it possible to love someone then not love someone .
I can never stop loving those I love .
Its either i still love them or I never did .
I wish you could see I love you this much (:
I miss you again , like how I do everyday .

Maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away .

lovestruck

2011-02-04T22:48:00.003+08:00

Love under the lamp post .

Dont leave me ):

I have to go ):

BYE MY LOVE.

LOL.

Macs for dinnerr :D

Chio not (:

Omg I'm so self obsessed !

Yes la , i know i v unchio can ):

Don't make me cry )':

Hahah cny cny cny how i love you .

Got many angpaos (:

Much loves to everyone who said i look so pretty (;

My Mum say i look v kawaii .

Yes she actually said the word , kawaii .

Oh yeah , I saw you today .

OMG I STARTED SHAKING WHEN I SAW ____ !

LIKE SERIOUSLY .

I TAKE MY PHONE OUT THEN MY PHONE SHOOK ALONG WITH MY HAND -.-

WTF RIGHT , LIKE I SEE KPOP STAR THEN I HYPERVENTILATE .

LOL WTF .

CRAZYYY .

It's okay , I WILL get over IT .

Baby , I will care no longer if you continue making me wait .

CNY

2011-02-03T22:56:00.001+08:00

Changing the colour of my nails now (:

Yay i love cny ^^

Tmr is visiting .

Shall wear v v nice clothes (:

LOOKKING FORWARD TO CNY 2ND DAY !

YEAH YEAH YEAH .

Movin on , smellin th roses ahead .

Sparks Fly

2011-01-30T18:17:00.002+08:00

A boy gave his girlfriend a challenge; to live a day without him & if she did it he would love her more. The girl agreed and she didnt talk to him for a day without knowing he had only 24 hours so live because he was suffering from cancer. She went to his house the next day tears falling from her eyes as she saw him lying in a coffin with a note on the side:’You did it baby,you can do it everyday.

Why ):

YOU CANT DO THAT !

My mind forgets to remind me
You're a bad idea
You touch me once and it's really something
You find I'm even better than you
Imagined I would be

I'm on my guard for the rest of the world
But with you I know it's no good
And i could wait patiently but I really wish you would

Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain
Kiss me on the sidewalk
Take away the pain

'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby
As the lights go down
Something that'll haunt me when you're not around
'Cause I see, sparks fly whenever you smile

I run my fingers through your hair
And watch the lights go out
Just keep on keeping your eyes on me

It's just strong enough to make you feel right
Lead me up the staircase
Won't you whisper soft and slow
I'm captivated by you baby
Like a firework show

not pretty

2011-01-27T23:16:00.001+08:00

I'm not pretty

HUMSYOURLIFE

2011-01-23T22:26:00.003+08:00

I think Xavier Ong rocks la . hahaha .

HE WAS ON HOT SEAT TODAY ! YEAHH MAN ~

alot people ask him stuffz .

I ask him say hi to me . and he did ! yeahhh ~

AT 00:57:00 MARK !

lol i think it'll still be in th recorded version !

then i'll replay over and over again . WTSHIT !

oh yeah he did the peace sign i asked him to do !

lololol . AWESOMEE !

Anwy i also said " BLUSH XAVIER ONG "

And he said im blushing ~

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

okay well . that brightened up my day cuz im feeling so damn negative ):

WELL THERES SCHOOL TMR . FML .

Bye .

Today so far

2011-01-18T23:05:00.002+08:00

Well ...

Went to the Doc after sch today .

Says I need minor op if not i might go permanently deaf on my left ear .

Now thinking of the pros and cons of going deaf in one ear .

Cons - Not being able to hear music in one ear , cannot hear what people saying properly ,

Must always put phone of right ear etc .

Pros - Wont be able to hear your bullshit and words that hurt me , wont be able to hear scoldings properly , wont be able to hear your rejection .

How good's th pros outweighing th cons huh .

Enough bout that thought .

Really thinking about giving up once and for all .

Not like he cares anyway .

Everyone keeps telling me theres no point to wait on for him any longer .

Mum says to wait until poly cuz i'll meet more guys in poly and he's prolly not the right one .

hmm i dont know .

I'll be rlly amazed if i still loved you by then .

OKAY WELL I GOTTA DO HOMEWORK NOW .

PERSEVERE !

NEED DO TO ENG AND CHINESE HOMEWORK .

SIGHS .

Lil Wifey

2011-01-17T16:55:00.001+08:00

Hi Bong .

Uh huh , HI .

YOU KNOW WHAT YOU GOTTA DO NOW DONT YOU !

YES GO ON .

TAG IT .

GO ON !

OKAY ILY ^^

Still you

2011-01-15T22:57:00.003+08:00

Just read 'My First Love' post .

And i think i'll do an updated version of it cuz im sincerely bored (:

My First and Only Love

My first love is ....

cute , funny , kind , nice , tall , tan , a gamer , football lover and an SNSD lover .

My first love once told me he didn't like kpop and that Jaebum's 'nothin on you' sounded gay .

But now he's seriously addicted to kpop and SNSD .

My first love hurt me lots of times but i can never hate him or leave him cuz to me he's like my sky .

How can the moon leave her sky ?

My first love makes me feel butterflies just by walking into the room and looking at me .

I also think his smile is the most beautiful thing i've ever seen and when he smiles , i secretly melt inside .

My first love used to tell me that he loves me and tells me he misses me everyday .

But now he doesn't anymore cuz im such an idiot .

When he smiles , i smile . When he's happy , I'm happy . When he's sad , I'm sad .

His laughter is the most amazing sound i ever heard . Laugh more everyday (:

I tried hard not to make him my everything but unconsciously he became everything .

My first love left me cuz i screwed up , back when I didn't know I fell for him this hard .

I still miss him like crazy and i go mad everyday just by trying not to think about him for a second .

Im losing my mind just trying to convince myself not to be such a wuss and leave him alone .

I dont want to text him or call him anymore cuz if he really leaves , i will not be able to take it .

I love Taylor Swift's song - Back to December .

Cuz i go back to december all the time - 26 Dec 2009 .

Everyday I go back to that day and think about my actions .

I still remember his facial expression when i pushed him away .

He must have felt real hurt .

Im sorry that i only thought about myself and how i wasnt ready to kiss you at that point of time .

I would give anything to turn back the clock and save our relationship from falling apart .

But whats done is done .

I dont know why i keep doing this .

Maybe I just hope for something ?

Always keep the faith (:

2 wks in a nutshell

2011-01-15T00:01:00.002+08:00

2011 first 2 weeks in a nutshell - HELL .

All that im thinkin' bout everyday is you .

All that im doing everyday is waking up early , go to sch , study , go home .

And everyday after school , i'll be moody and shit tired .

So physically and mentally drained that when i reach home i fall asleep immediately .

Every single time i ask myself : what's wrong with me . what's wrong with me .

Why am i being like this huh ?

Even I dont know .

Everyday I look around me , i see happy people happy couples .

I think : are they really happy ?

I want to be happy like them .

I see those happy couples , so loving so good .

Instantly i thought of our past .

Why didnt i cherish you when i had you .

Everyday i regret 26 dec 2009 .

Its been a year since then .

A year since i regreted that moment for life of not kissing you .

Every single day , i miss you like crazy .

Telling you has no meaning since you wouldnt bother .

You probably alr have a new girlfr and i wouldnt know .

Its tiring just typing this post and thinking about all we had .

It was over even before we started .

I always hated the fact that im not the only girl in your life .

I hated that there still things i dont know about you .

Typing this , my whole body is shivering . Literally .

Stomach starts to ache . Tears start welling up .

What's my problem .

Its not your fault .

I hate myself .

I hate that i always over think things .

I hate that i always jump into conclusions .

I hate that i always feel insecure .

The moon ask me one night , If he hurts you that much why dont you leave ? I said to to moon would you leave your sky ?

11.1.11

2011-01-11T15:38:00.002+08:00

11.1.11 11.11am

- I wished for you .

- I wish Danielle would be happy again (:

HELLO DEAR BERFELL ,

One thing , i really forgot what B-E-R-F-E-L-L stands for alr xD

Its an acronym of something which i forgot .

I think you wrote it in your blog somewhere .

LOL .

Oh yeahh . THIS WHOLE POST IS DEDICATED TO YOU OKAYZ ^^

INCLUDING THE PICTURE ABOVE .

LOVELOVE SUPER LOVE YOU .

I love how your stupid actions make me and my parents whole day a whole lot funnier xD

Like this morning -.-

Stupid girl txt ' woman you in sch alr ' to my DAD .

OMG I SWEAR MY DAD AND MY MUM STARTED LAUGHING LIKE CRAP !

well , what a nice morning to start with (:

Oh yeah , dont be sad anymore kays !

BE HAPPY YO !

CONCENTRATE ON YOUR STUDIES !

SEC 3 IMPORTANT YEAR YA KNOW .

TSKTSK .

LET'S HAVE STUDY DATES TOGETHER OKAY ^^

LALALALALA ~

xoxo ♡

Chloe

2011

2011-01-09T12:37:00.004+08:00

Am to lazy to blog .
But since now I have time , I'm here .
I have friggin cramps and it hurts like hell .
So what the hell .
Came back from camp on Friday .
Super tired !
But then again , camp fire was awesome shiizzz .
Love love 3/1 (:
We damn enthu lor !
Oh yeah haven't wish y'all happy new year .
So ...
HAPPY NEW YEAR .
2011 gonna rock shiizzz !

Ditzy

2010-12-30T21:12:00.002+08:00

ARHLO (:

My sim just had a baby .

YAY !

She's not a whore ! She damn freaking married !

Sims 3 is awesome ~

oh ah .

I remembered tomorrow is 31st Dec 2010 .

Why Why Why .

I really wish 2011 wont come so soon cuz im damn 'fraid to go sec 3 .

Anwys , what will be done will be done .

So no point me fussing and complaining .

GONNA TAKE LOSTA POLAROIDS FOR TH NEW YEAR (:

Love ya (:

Merry Christmas

2010-12-25T17:45:00.002+08:00

Merry Merry Christmas (:

This year's christmas will be an awesome one !

Love all my pressies ^^

This year is coming to an end .

Yes , im looking forward to 2011 (:

In 2011 , I wish to be happy .

In 2011 , I wish for new friends .

In 2011 , I wish for old friends to stay .

In 2011 , I wish I can help those in need .

In 2011 , I wish for Korea war to stop .

In 2011 , I wish for a better year .

In 2011 , I just wish for you .

Christmas

2010-12-24T20:06:00.001+08:00

Hey it's Christmas eve (:
Yay ! Eve of jesus birthday yo (:

Lee MinHo

2010-12-18T03:03:00.004+08:00

Omgomgomg I know I'm like rlly slow but I'm at ep 10 of personal taste .
I watched all in one day Kay ! That's like 11 hrs of watching .
Ya la I like to chiong marathon Korean drama ^^
Walao damn nice la . Lee Minho now damn damn damn hot !
So diff from bof lor . He make me ai Shang ta le (:
Okay anyways . He plays JinHo in personal taste .
Then at th end of ep 10 , he finally kissed Kae In (:
Ima happy girl .
Oh yeah and I'm also at ep 10 of secret garden .
Omo , Hyun Bin who plays joo won is damn hot also can (:
Sighhhhh (: how I love kdramas !
But I don't rlly like all th evil people and stupid evil girls in th drama !
Blahblah double bleh :p
Ok well I wanna go back to watching th show le (:
Nightnight !

Enchanted

2010-12-14T19:35:00.003+08:00

" I was enchanted to meet you "

Heyyheyy ^^

Watching Hello Stranger toomz .

Is it nice ?

Hmm , i want to change my writing style .

Ok lets see ,

I like typing about random stuff .

So , maybe i should do it in point form ?

Hahaha that would be totally hilarious !

Exactly . So i'm just wasting time . LOL .

But seriously .

I THINK KE$HA'S AMAZING OKAY .

But of course TAYLOR SWIFT'S OBVIOUSLY MY NUMBER ONE FAVE (:

Damn i think she's super pretty .

CHLOE WANNA BE PRETTY TOO >:

Sponsor for plastic surgery anyone ?

Hahahaha ^^

JUST KIDDING :D

Am I a sinner ?

Lowlowlowlow

2010-12-10T01:30:00.002+08:00

Hi .
I have something to say .
I have low self asteem .
Really . Seriously .
I always feel uglier than everyone .
Like I'm never pretty .
I hate my dark complextion .
I hate my stupid ugly eyes .
I hate my stupid nose .
I hate the way my lips look .
Ok basically I just hate how I look okay .
I am not pretty nor beautiful and will probably never be .
Ok just kill me now .
I hate my stupid chubby cheeks .
I hate how my chest is so flat .
I hate how i am so fat .
Why can't my freaking tummy fats go away .
Why can't I have a slim and lean tummy .
whywhywhy .
Why do I have such a bad figure .
Why does my hair always look weird no matter how I do it up ?
I don't know why .
So Fml .

2010-12-09T20:12:00.001+08:00

Watched Rapunzel for th 3rd time today with Kerilyn .
Yay (: I am awesome , am I not ?
Anyways , parents coming home tmr !
I can't wait ~

December

2010-12-06T23:21:00.002+08:00

Ah yes , happy December .
I miss my parents .
Why didn't they bring me along to Taiwan !
Oh yeah picnic toomz (:

Winners

2010-11-30T20:09:00.001+08:00

Yes Pokemon rocks (:

And so does GOD (:

Oh yes .

So dying to watch Rapunzel ~

Lalala (:

Okay well i dont really have much to say ,

so ttyl ^^

I watch superman fly away and save the day

2010-11-23T21:54:00.002+08:00

Stewie Griffin (:

My fave (:

He must have seen a HIV vjayjay xD

Anyway TSWIFT IZ AWESOME .

Oh yes .

I IZ DORK .

I know ):

Resolution tonight (: Sleep at 11.30 ~

Needa wake up early toomz .

LOOKING FORWARD TO SATURDAY AND MONDAY (:

CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS !

I dont wanna grow up

2010-11-18T02:31:00.002+08:00

Monopoly Deal is addictive .

So are Barbie/Disney princesses movies .

They make me feel like im a kid again .

Like im 5 when everything was sweet and nice .

The only love i knew where when daddy and mummy gave me hugs and kisses ,

And when prince charming sweeps princesses off their feets .

And they lived happily ever after .

Why cant everything be so simple in in movies and fairytales ?

If life was a movie ,

maybe a romance comedy (Love Megamind) .

All the good guys will win .

And most importantly , you'll be with me right here right now .

Maybe we'd have super powers . Maybe we'll be rich .

Maybe we'll be in love and i'll have you sweep me off my feet and catch me again .

Maybe then .

Maybe then you'll be mine again .

I wish

2010-11-15T00:12:00.002+08:00

Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there
I was playing back a thousand memories baby
Thinkin bout everything we've been through
Maybe i've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til I came out
Come back come back come back to me like
You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Locked up in your arms and our friends are laughing
Cause nothing like this ever happened to them
Now I'm pacing down the hall
Chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me
Nothings gonna change not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til i came out
Come back come back come back to me like

You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we can work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

If you're out there if you're somewhere if you're moving on
I've be waiting for you ever since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And i just wanna see you back at my front door
And i'd say

Come back come back come back to me like
You would before you said its not that easy
Before the fight before i locked you out
But i'd take it all back now

Come back come back come back to me like
You would you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside til i came out
Come back come back come back to me like
You could you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby what about the ending
Oh i thought you'd be here by now oh ohh ohh ohh
That you'd be here by now

I'm sorry I couldn't control my feelings .

Story of Us

2010-11-12T18:15:00.005+08:00

Half my feelings summarized into few pictures .

Say YES

2010-11-10T22:32:00.002+08:00

Will my happy ever after come true ?

Struggling whether to tell you how i feel .

Should I tell you or should I not ?

When you were just so close to me just now ,

regret not talking that much to you .

I was so damn nervous .

Yes , thats how much I like you .

Sighh . Wanted to give you a hug when you came up .

But you said you were to lazy and didnt come up .

I miss hugging you ):

okayokay im fine .

Okay im gonna use all my courage to tell you how I feel .

*Crosses fingers* Please make it come true .

Habits

2010-11-09T00:23:00.002+08:00

1) Blogging v v late at night

2) Eating chocolate before sleeping

3) Waking up for breakfast during lunch

4) Shopping

5) Opening facebook and twitter when i open internet

6) Wearing new bought shoes in the house

7) Eating

8) Dreaming

9) Watching disney shows

10) Going back to you

Ordinary Girl

2010-11-08T02:16:00.004+08:00

I'm just an ordinary girl

Sometimes I'm lazy

I get bored

I get scared

I feel ignored

I feel happy

I get silly

I choke on my own words

I make wishes

I have Dreams

And I still want to believe

Anything can happen in this world

For an ordinary girl

I think my wish just came true (':

I love you ♥

Tell me that you love me anyway

2010-11-07T00:13:00.003+08:00

Ohh yeah yeah

The situations turns around enough to figure out

That someone else has let you down

So many times I don't know why

But I know we can make it as long as you say it

So tell me that you love me yeah

And tell me that I take your breath away

And maybe if you take one more than I would know for sure

There's nothing left to say

Tell me that you love me anyway

Ohhh

Waking up beside yourself and what you feel inside

Is being shared with someone else

Nowhere to hide I don't know why

But I know we can make it

As long as you say it

So tell me that you love me yeah

And tell me that I take your breath away

And maybe if you take one more than I would know for sure

There's nothing left to say

Tell me that you love me anyway

Show me look what we found turn it around every day

I can hear what you say

Know I know why know we can make it

If you tell me that you love me yeah

And tell me that I take your breath away

And maybe if you take one more

So tell me that you love me yeah

And tell me that I take your breath away

Maybe if you take one more than I would know for sure

There's nothing left to say

Tell me that you love me anyway

To Amanda my wifey (:

2010-11-04T00:21:00.003+08:00

To My Dear Wifey Amanda Ong ♥

Thanks for your post (:

ILOVEYOU !

You're so friggin sweet (:

I swear if you were a guy I'll prob fall for you ^^

Yeah and then I'll cry and say " I love you so much ♥"

Anyway , YOU ARE THE BEST (:

I love you for always lending a listening ear ♥

I love you for always being so sweet ♥

I love you for being able to tolerate my nonsense ♥

I love you for loving me ♥

And now you got me loving barefoot cinderella by Hannah Montana !

HAHAHAHAH ^^

GOODLUCK IN LIFE BABY GIRL !

I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU , ALWAYS ♥

Much ♥ ,

Chloe

My Birthday (:

2010-11-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME (:

TOP'S BIRTHDAY IN HALF AN HOUR (:

MY BIRTHDAY LAST UNTIL FRIDAY !

HOHOHOHOHO .

blshblahblahh . I NEED TO SHIT .

Anyway , I AM COMPLETE (L)

OKAY YES I HAT LIKE $200 WAGYU BEEF .

I got richer (:

OKAY I REALLY NEEDA SHIT NOW .

Blog later?

Telling ya more birthday stuff tmr .

Birthday wishes

2010-11-02T23:32:00.002+08:00

Here I am ,

With my nails half done .

Yes , only 5 fingers have fake nails on .

Blah wtv .

If i dont think its nice after awhile im gonna take it off .

Its hard to type with long nails D:

Anwys , meeting bong at 3 tmr (:

YAY MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 30 MINS XD

Wonder who will be the first one to wish me (:

*crosses fingers* I hope its you .

And so on . (:

oh yeah , wuz suppose to talk bout my butt cramp .

But nevermind :>

BAA BAA BLACK SHEEP .

TMR WILL BE AN AWESOME DAY YO ^^

okokok im excited !!!!!!

HAHAHAHA ok seeya (:

CHEATERS

2010-11-01T23:52:00.004+08:00

Do you remember those people or exs who swore they'd never hurt you or cheat on you or make you cry ? Well the point is , in the end they all turn out the same . They hurt you , they cheat on you , they make you cry .

So no point swearing that you'll never do it in the first place .

The most important thing is that you did it .

Got urge to rant about cheaters .

Yes cheating husbands and cheating wifes .

I seriously wonder what goes through they're head when they are cheating .

Have they never thought about the consequences and after effects ?
Have they never pause to think how their wife or husband would feel if he or she found out ?

Have they never consider their childrens thoughts and feelings if they found out that their mom or dad is sleeping with some other person thats unrelated to them ?
Have they never stop to see how their parents would blame themselves for their upbringing ?

Be ashamed of yourself !

Seriously , these are the things you have to think about .

AND WHY EVEN DO IT ?!

You might get AIDS , HIVS .. ETC .

You might get pregnant and its not your husband's child , how would ya feel about that you slut ?

You might get the other woman pregnant and she wants you to marry her , how would ya feel about telling your wife you fathered another child which is not hers you dickhead ?

DON'T FUCKING CHEAT ON YOUR SPOUSE IN THE FIRST PLACE IF YOU'RE GONNA FUCKING FEEL GUILTY AFTERWARDS AND BEG FORGIVENESS FROM YOUR SPOUSE .

YOU DONT DESERVE TO BE FORGIVEN CUZ YOU DIDNT THINK ABOUT THE FUCKING CONSEQUENCES AND HOW ALL THOSE AROUND YOU WILL BE HURT OR SADDENED BY YOUR ACTIONS .

Okay i need to stop and relax .

Main point is - Don't cheat la .

So simple .

Pass

2010-10-31T22:02:00.002+08:00

Blah . I dont know what to do with you .

This sucks .

I want you back .

I cant forget your love .

Blah . I miss you .

Bleh .

I wish you'll see .

Birthday sucks without you .

But its easier without me around , for you .

You

2010-10-30T13:17:00.004+08:00

Yay (:

School's finally over !

But it doesnt feel like it lehh .

Anyway , Danielle came over ytd .

So fun :D

Plus we had heart to heart .

my troubles , sigh .

Yeahh , stuff like that .

Gonna go upload new stuff on my blogshop (:

Support me kay !

http://shotgunshopperz.blogspot.com

Overjoyed

2010-10-27T23:38:00.004+08:00

Wah the year passed so fast !
Tmr is like last day of sch alr .
DAMN HAPPY LA (:
Oh yeah today also damn happy .
Cuz of EYECANDYEYECANDYEYECANDY (:
Walao , im like falling more and more for EYECANDY .
I MISS YOU ):
I FUCKING MISS YOU !

lazydooshbags

2010-10-25T23:12:00.003+08:00

Okay haven't been blogging .
Seriously too lazy (:
Shan't talk abt depressing stuffz etc exam results .
On to great stuff that happened .
I got iphone like finally (:
Andandand my clothes arrived frm th mail today !
So happy now can set up le .
:D:D come lai lai come buy ^^
Tmr if i not lazy , i show you th pic i look like geylang china lady in th dress .
Then i say lailailai very cheap cheap only (:
Hahaha !
Okay need to sleep le (nah)
Bye !

Mr. Kwak Seong Hoon

2010-10-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

I'm glad my mum forced me to go to school today .

Basically , I enjoyed it :D

Well duh , hot korean hunky teacher dude .

WHO WOULDNT ENJOY THAT ?!

Did I tell you that He's a freaking model and he got a fanpage on fb ?

Oh and he's a teacher who teaches korean as well .

Well , i just did !

Anwys , he did tell me/us his fb so yeah :D

WALAO HE ACTUALLY HOSTED JYJ :D

HE ACTUALLY TALKED TO MY MICKY YOOCHUN .

AND MICKY PUT HIS ARMS ON HUNKY TEACHER'S SHOULDERS.

LUCKY GUY .

Back to the topic ,

I learnt how to introduce myself in korean , YAY .

Oh last thing , hunky teacher dude got hot eng accent .

GLAD MY CLASS DIDNT GET THE OTHER TWO OLD TEACHERS .

I actually remembered everything he taught .

I swear if he actually was my teacher ,

I would got A++ on the subject he teaches .

Plus everyday I sit front row .

YAY TODAY WAS HAPPY .

Not going camp tmr (:

I love myself .

Break Down

2010-10-19T18:14:00.003+08:00

Omg i'm loving the new BEAST album .
Anyway , you know something ?
Today was a bore .
Kickboxing was shit .
So tiring .
Oh yeah , Mr Young the 987fm dj came our sch today .
We had bieber idol , YAY .
AHHH , Happy times .
Went to watch The Child's Eye after that with Bong , Kerilyn , Sam , Jjae and Peggy .
Walao I was like damn scared (?)
I didnt watch anything at all cuz I used my bag go cover my eyes :D
Oh then the sound effects and noises damn scary also ,
so I go plug in my earpiece and sleep .
Then the movie haven't finish , Peggy and Me zao go home :D
I WILL NOT BE AFFECTED BY YOU , BITCH .
Yeah , I just had to say that (:

I used to be a fool
But not anymore .

My heart I left vacant is waiting for you
(What do I do, what do I do without you)
My spot which has been erased is telling me to go far away
(What do I do, what do I do without you)
No matter how much I wait, I can't see you ever again now
I can't erase you and each stupid day
Will never end

My heart I can't stop Break Down
Your heart which I can't have Break Down
Trying to forget you as I close my eyes,
My heart I can't stop Break Down

With the alcohol I consumed yesterday,
I try to hold onto my sore insides as I open my eyes
As soon as I wake up, it bothers me instantly as if it was expected
A breakup I can't accept and that
I want to step over all the moments I loved you to get away from this

Love is over the promise with you
Love is over the times with you
Love is erased, no matter how much I try to call out for it

Why aint thr sch ?

2010-10-17T15:55:00.004+08:00

Okay , didn't blog ytd .

But all was good (:

Went kbox at night yo .

Yes , totally chiong Justin Bieber's songs !

Anwys , im like addicted '明知我爱你' by Serene Koong .

Walao , its like damn nice can :D

Yes , i liked it aft i saw xx's guide to singing .

Okay im supposed to tell you abt my trip to sentosa on Fri right ?

Oh yeah , it was like fucking hot that day .

I like the beach :D

Went on th ludge and skytrain .

AND I LOVE CANDYLICIOUS :D

It has like damn nice sweets , alot somemore !

Got diff types on lollipop , got m&m's , got diff type of sweets and they also got jellybeans ! somemore got alot of sizes de !

Walao its like fucking magic lah !

okayokayokay .

I want go kbox tmr with Kelleyyy D:

Bye nowz .

I'm utterly bored .

Sentosa makes me tired

2010-10-15T23:04:00.002+08:00

Heyy (:

Will blog abt today tmr .

Cuz my com's being a bitch plus massive stomachache ):

Its super unbearable .

Plus im damn tired from today .

So yeah , bye :D

October bash

2010-10-14T21:21:00.004+08:00

Exams are like finallyy over :D

Can't wait for Sentosa with beloved 1/3 tmr !

I MUST BRING CAMERA :D

Anyways anyways ,

IMA FREE SOUL .

Okay bye (:

Aiya i blog one long long post tmr lah !

Kieron's a bitch .

What if I stay forever?

What if there's no goodbye?

Frozen for a moment here in time,

Yeah,

If you tell me the sky is falling,

Or say that the stars collide,

The only thing that matters in my life,

Is you and I tonight

Unoffically free

2010-10-13T22:05:00.003+08:00

Yay (:

Exams are (un)offically over !

Tmr home ecs , aiya sua la .

Can pass one lah , dont pass also nvm .

Today ahh damn fail .

Maths paper one swee swee so easy .

Paper 2 wahseh jialat lorh .

I at question 5 nia , only 30 mins left .

FAILFAIL . I was like :" Fuck my life , how to do ?! "

Anwys , forget all that .

Grace Quek dragged Jasmine , Kelley and Me go town today .

Slacked at Ion abit then go wheelock .

Did i mention that i saw Ryan Pang thr ?

omggg damn embarrasing la .

Then Mum picked me up at fareast .

Kieron has got to stop reading out my post .

Exam stress

2010-10-12T17:59:00.003+08:00

Two more days to total freedom , no ?
Then its party all th way , yes ?
I wanna watch Charlie St.cloud , You again and The switch !
OHOHOH and Alpha and Omega too !
I lovelovelove Logan and Kendall (:
walao and Freddy Benson is totally cute !
Okay well thats all yeah ?

Don't walk infront of me , you might be too fast for me to follow ,
Dont walk behind me , I might not be able to lead you ,
instead walk by my side , so that i may love you , protect you and stand by you through everything .

That wish

2010-10-11T17:42:00.003+08:00

Out of all th things i want for my birthday , the one i want most is for you to call me and say ' Happy birthday baby girl , I love you ' and thats enough to make me happy .
But knowing you , you'll never do it cuz you dont love me anymore .
I'm praying for a miracle .

Out of all the things in life that i could fear ,
the only thing that would hurt me is if you werent here .

what so great ?

2010-10-10T12:18:00.003+08:00

101010 is not a good day cuz my wish didnt come true .
Cuz i let you go , you left
Cuz i waited , you left
Cuz i didnt tell you in time , you left
Cuz i pissed you off , you left
Cuz im a fucking bitch , you left
Cuz im ugly , you left
CAN I LIKE DO SOMETHING TO MAKE PEOPLE NOT FUCKING LEAVE ME .
Yeah i wanna be plastic like barbie .